たんぽぽはるかの日常

39歳で初めて妊娠、40歳で自宅出産、41歳でエンジョイ育児。

I will take MY responsibility

my course is more less finished.
tomorrow we are going to Copenhagen to see all from every folke hoej skole.
it will be hundreds of people from all over the world.

we promised 7 promises in our school.
we all are now "Climate Ambassadars".

well I learned a looooot.
not only about Climate Change(now I say Climate Challenge), but also myself and people from other countries.
especially conflict area.

today I was almost like a "wall".

I had a Palestinean on my right side and an Israeli on my left side.
It was very serious and I could say nothing of course.
I just tried to hold it till the end without crying.

Aya is a Palestinean, she is 26 years old, and she has 2 kids.
she is a beatiful, smart and nice girl whom I really love.

she said, she wants her kids to be educated and be around without any suffer.
she was so clear.
i will write about this later on anyway.

well a guy from Israel was a solger.
he has very open mind and he wishes PEACE as Aya wishes.



Now I will take my resiponsibility as myself, as a japanese, as this generation.

I will eat less meat.
I will use less cars.
I will use less energy and water.
I will buy more organic foods.
I will use less paper, and plastics.
I will throw away less garbage.
I will inform more to people.
I will act more for making the rule.
I will press more to goverment.
I will have more time for myself.
I will have more space in myself.

those are not for somebodyelse.
those are MY responsibility.

I will stop to imagine like...
If I were hunger,
If I were poor,
If I were a Palestinean,
If I were in a war... and so on...

Because I can not be them, and it didnt work well.
I simply take my responsibility.

this is what I learn from everybody here.

Now I feel very lonly as a japanese.
I have realized that how important my identity is!
I am the very japanese.

I will put up here.